Prep for Camp Chemo

Preparing for Camp Chemo
An Ode To Vanity



"It's just 5 days," I told myself
While packing my bag of stuff.
"You'll just need sweats, socks, and snacks.
And maybe some comfy Uggs,"

No need for makeup, no need to impress.
Nobody will be there to see.
No need for anything fancy really...
But yeah right!  Do you know me??

I got my mascara and BB cream,
Determined to look cute
I won't let cancer take my confidence
And it can't take my attitude!!






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